I can't take the pain.. I just feel like dying.. after breakup..?
I really dont want to die but I feel like that.. Me and my girlfriend officially broke up because her mom doesnt want her dating black guys and she’s accepted it.. i feel so screwed over because i went to the end of the world for her.. I loved her so much.. and she loved me too.. she just feels that if we were meant together so much force wouldnt be on us to split up. She seemed so mean when she told me.. I just dont get it.. before her mom found out she was so into me.. and now its like I cheated on her or something. And Im reaching out for love..and its not there. I cut off all my friends and things I do JUST for her.. and now shes gone.. and I have nothing left. And I see her everyday at school.. she was my world.. I just want to run from it all..
i even lost my virginity to her..
Tags: black guys, girlfriend, love, mom, Nothing Left, Split Up, virginity
Im sorry, I totally understand, nothing could be so painful as losing someone you love. If she was smart she would ignor her mother. Mine tried to do that to me once when I was dating a black guy, I ended up breaking up with him because he was a jerk, but i digress. Now I am with the most amazing guy ever. I couldn’t ask for a better guy. He doesn’t push me to do anything I wouldn’t want to, he walks me to my door at night. He kisses my forehead to say he loves me. He holds me when I cry. He kisses me and everything bad goes away. But my mother definately tried to screw over my relationship with him today. She told him, that he doesn’t treat me enough respect. It couldn’t be any farther from the truth. But, he took it really hard and even cried about it. Mothers are infuriating, I really feel for you. You’re girl friend, if she isn’t a spineless jelly fish, will stand up for you, and tell her mom that she loves you. The only reason I didn’t just yell at mine, was because my guy asked me not to say anything. But I understand how you feel. It is an aweful feeling to love someone so much, and have them be ripped away from you. The only consolation I can give, is that it will get better, you will find a better balance between your friends, and your girl. I hope everything goes well for you!
It sounds to me like you are still young. You have plenty of loves to come and go in your life. There is always an attachment to the person who took the last remaining thing to your youth (your virginity). She clearly didn’t love you the way she said she did because if she did she wouldn’t break up with you over being black. That’s a pretty crappy reason for her to break up with you. Her mom is a racist jerk as well to persuade her to break up with you. I’m not saying that it doesn’t hurt to lose your first love but she sounds like she wasn’t really worth it because you gave your all and she gave you a slap in the face basically. Time will make you feel better but make sure you don’t let her see that she broke your heart. Don’t ever let her know she had that much effect on you. Trust me when I say that you need to move on and you will begin to feel better.
there is lots o girls in the world you can find and be with..her mother had a thing different culture and it also sounds like she is races..she don’t believe in mix culture. She she looking at it if there was a marrage you would not be welcome into the family and the kids pay for it..so to say but that how life is..you need to move on ..it does hurt and it’s like your heart was shot at but you can’t