We’ve been getting together over the past 2 months. We share a house with a few friends & she told me she’s not looking for a serious relationship. She’s a nice girl, attractive and could easily pick up another guy but she doesn’t. In fact we went out a couple of weeks ago & she said "I want to be with you without feelings". Then she opened up a little saying she’s afraid (last boyfriend..she loved him but he wanted a child, she didn’t as she’s only 24 so he ended it). That was a year ago & they were together for a year. I decided to travel alone for a couple of weeks, even though we had a loose plan to go together.  Just got back & we went with friends to a club, she seemed a little distant with me, avoiding me. SHe left with another girl & 2 guys then arrived home 1 hr later & told me nothing happened. I asked her why she avoids me in the house. She said the truth is that she has only loved one guy her ex, she gave it once & can’t again. It was v emotional for me. She wanted me to look into her eyes at that moment & I couldn’t. Anyhow she was a bit drunk (she drinks 3 times a week, sometimes vomits & one time urinated in my room). Then we made love, she looks at me, tells me how goodlooking I am & how the sex was so good & she said that she does feel something.

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