Me and My ex boyfriend are juniors in highschool. He broke up with me back in July after being in a relationship for 9 months. We were extremely close to eachother and our familys and we both really loved eachother. The breakup was rough especially for me since I was the one who got dumped and it was totally unexpected. We had no communication for almost 4 months until we started talking again back in november and now we hangout at least once a week. We still kiss eachother and "hookup" and when we’re together he treats me as if im still his girlfriend, he pays for me whenever we go out, cuddles with me, and he isn’t afraid to kiss me at school or in front of his close friends, he even holds my hand in public. I told him im starting to like him again and I have feelings for him, and he said he has feelings for me as well, but he doesnt want to hurt me again. I have already felt the pain and i know i could NEVER feel that bad again. So if he treats me like this why can’t I just be his girlfriend again? Maybe he doesn’t want to be tied down, but what’s the difference? Because right now we are "friends" but friends don’t "hookup" if you know what i mean. But i truly want to get back with him, whats going on here? :/ ohh & he calls me baby, and brought me in front of his family again like it was no big deal. It sucks because i get the urge to tell him i love him, but i can’t 
Tags: 4 months, 9 months, amp, close friends, cuddles, Ex Boyfriend, familys, feelings, girlfriend, hookup, juniors, kiss, relationship, Urge
