First off, i ama guy with very few friends, and by that i mean one or two .. i am 18 and i finally got a girlfriend i care about and love with all my heart.. it might seem like not alot of time, we were dating for just over 3 weeks.. and we broke up last night, and i honestly contemplated suicide alot – i wrote the letters ot my mom and the select few who i think care about me. – and i didnt want to kill myself because we broke up, but because my life is horrible, no friends, nothing good to look forawrd to.

teshia(my girlfriends name) texted me and told me she wanted she wanted to talk to work things out..(last night) and i was happy again, and i called her this morning and she didnt seem to want to anymore, she told me she did but she thought something else was going to happen. she said she thought she would leave me for some hockey player who is totally out of her league, she likes him but he has absolutly no interest in her.. and she doesnt see that.. i i called things off
this morning… i have thought about her every second of the day for 3 weeks, i have gotten no sleep since weve been dating – i always looked forward to seeing her.. i am really devestated, and its not like i can just go pick up another girl, im not that type of guy – - -anyone have some advice that they have used that might help..

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