I really dont want to die but I feel like that.. Me and my girlfriend officially broke up because her mom doesnt want her dating black guys and she’s accepted it.. i feel so screwed over because i went to the end of the world for her.. I loved her so much.. and she loved me too.. she just feels that if we were meant together so much force wouldnt be on us to split up. She seemed so mean when she told me.. I just dont get it.. before her mom found out she was so into me.. and now its like I cheated on her or something. And Im reaching out for love..and its not there. I cut off all my friends and things I do JUST for her.. and now shes gone.. and I have nothing left. And I see her everyday at school.. she was my world.. I just want to run from it all..
i even lost my virginity to her..

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