i belong to orthodox Christian family.. i was 15 yr old when i met this guy.. he was a SMS frnd.. we met just once and exchanged our love for each other.. a month later, i learnt tat he was cheating on me.. i stopped calling him and i was surprised he never called me back.. fr another month..! i was going crazy..! i sent an angry e mail to the girl with whom he had a secret relationship.. that made him really wild and he yelled at me horribly and we never spoke fr 2 years.
he came in again.. this tym thro a social networking site..! i was so stupid i fell fr him again.. now, i would lik to tell yu sumtin abt him before yu can judge anything,
he lied to me that he was actually in frndshp wid tat girl and i insulted him by yelling at her.. so tat is y he had let me go fr 2 yrs..!
from then, we whr in stable relationship for 3.5 yrs.! all these yrs, he told me his father demanded him to stop dating a christian girl(he is a telugu brahmin.. who smokes, drinks, eats non veg.. yet his father calls him self a typical orthodox brahmin.!! how awesome.!!) or else he would stop him from going to college.. and he chose to stop college than to stop loving me.. how swt!( that was a big fat lie ppl..! only now i found out he hasnt even cleared his +2 exams..!
i feel so bad coz he used to blame me and literally cry at times whn i fight wid him saying he gave up his education fr mysake and i wouldnt understand his love…
i had fought wid him a 1000 tyms.. all because of his lies… stupid lies.. he says he lies to make me feel better… that doesnt make me feel better., whn i find out it was a lie, it makes me feel awkward..!
he was so possessive and i had to end up having no frnds as he always kept complaining abt them.. i love to hang out.. he hates going out..! i gave up that too..! i love to go on a lng ride by bus.. he hates bus..! he hates going to de beach.. i loved beach.. abv all, i stopped reading bible because it kept waring me not to get yolked with a unbeliever.. i stopped praying coz i wanted to hide frm god.. i stopped taking communion because i was with him as how man and wife would be.. i spent all my pocket money on this lavish jerk..!
i believed him so much.. he used to do anything fr me… he even cut his veins and took mouthful of dirty mud to make me talk to him(whn i was mad at him)
recently, he says he has lost his love fr me.. and tat he feels i am nothing more than headache to him.. he yells at me almost all the tym.. its lik im talkin to a possessed man.. this is how his SMS are exactly lik.."honey, i love you tons"… and the nxt SMS if it takes a few mins to reply, "but yu know wot? yu are a bitch.. i dont trust yu anymore.. who are yu sleeping with now??"
one day, i was tired of a week long fight which got me really really depressed.. to get myslf distracted, i went to visit a old high skl frnd of mine whom i had met fr the last time during our farewell.. he walked in straigt gave him one big blow on his face and dragged me by throat..! i was so humiliated..
he lies, he hurts… he cheats.. and calls me unfaithful..! i cant stand him..! at the same time, i cant get this one out of my mind.. he is such a disease..!!
guys., pl give me sum nice adivce to throw this junk out of my lyf..! i dont wanna get married to a looser..!
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