Yea, basically what the question said… My cold is getting really bad. Today I didn’t want to sniff or blow my nose in my exam so I held out for 3 hours. Afterwards, I went to the toilet and blew my nose and the sheer amount of boogies was sickening! I would say there was about 15-20ml+ of the green goo.

I haven’t been looking after myself, as I say "examinations come first"… "you pass all of these and you’ll be better off in the long-run". But its wearing me down and I look terrible because I haven’t slept + you could see that I am not physically healthy at the moment.

Anyway, I thought I was too cool for school simultaneously dealing breakup, anxiety with severe paranoia, countless hours of cramming, Heartache and Headache. Emotional Strain. I am getting carried away here, eh? I am just wondering if anyone has any tips on how I can get over this infection asap? M x
dealing with* yada yada yada, I am not inflicting all that stuff upon someone else ^^

PS. They are uni exams so they are important

Tags: anxiety, bad today, Colds, countless hours, emotional strain, goo, headache, Heartache, Lot, Mucus Production, paranoia, toilet

It’s funny, I can handle failing a test, getting rejected from an interview, getting fired from job, slipping and falling on my face in the middle of a crowd of people… I just smile and forget about it…. but I have an emotional crisis whenever I get my heart broken.

What do you do to heal a broken heart? (personally I mean, what works for you?)

Me, I take a couple of days off and cry alone in my bed, watching episodes of Ally McBeal (she is just like me – always picking the wrong guys) and drinking lots of diet coke, then I throw myself into work and spend countless hours at the gym doing weight lifting and kickboxing (I like to imagine him as the punching bag)… then I usually swear off love and men for a long time…. then one day this man always comes along restores my faith in love only to hurt me again…. this time I think I am swearing off love for good. I am getting too old for this emotional tossing and turning! From this point on, I vow to be alone!!! Alone is much better than this torture.

Tags: ally mcbeal, broken heart, countless hours, couple of days, crowd, crowd of people, diet coke, emotional crisis, Faith, Funny, Heart Broken, job, long time, love, punching bag, smile, torture, vow, weight lifting, wrong guys