Im 29 and engaged to my fiance who i have been with for 8yrs, engaged for 2, she is 26 and had our first baby in december. I am crazy about her and cant imagine my life without her or my son. She comes from a very dysfunctional family who are alcoholic’s & many of their marriages have ended from cheating etc, they basically had to raise themselves, she never wanted to be like them but growing up she told me she was very rebellious. She dated this certain guy when she was 14 and they are still friends now, they broke up when she was 17 and i was told from some of my fiances friends that he was crazy in love with her and he was her first sexual partner, was always hands on her etc. I only started to get to know her when they dated and when they had broken up. I told her 2yrs ago that i couldn’t stand him & his cockiness’s she agreed to remove him from her life but from the stories her friends told me i questioned her which led to arguments and she eventually became friends with him again, I got really pissed off with her and she told me that i have to trust her with him that they are just friends. I can see how he looks at her and i overheard him tell some guys that he never stopped loving her, never fully got over her when she dumped him & that she was the best he had,. He is very arrogant & a player but seems to still be protective of her which he always has been, I want to punch him when he gets too close to her or touches her arm in passing, checks out her ass or when she is sitting down and he leans over the table talking to her like he did when they dated has a smirk on his face when he looks in my direction, i even hate when he holds my kid. I work shift hours as im a firefighter & I love her so much but deep down from her families past having bad reputation’s and the history they have together & i hate myself for saying it, i don’t know if i fully trust her & if she knew that she would definitely leave to make me make up my mind. I cant help feeling this way and its driving me crazy. Any advice?
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