So, I am bisexual. I was going out with my ex boyfriend in September 09. He asked me out; we’re in the same school and he is the reason why I came out to the entire school. He lives kind of far away and I understand we couldn’t see each other as much as couples should, but I noticed that he never tried his best at school to show affection; He was out to some of his friends, but not everyone – not out like me. We either had to meet up in the bathroom and just hug and kiss, but that’s it. So one day my parents decided to take me and my brothers to Starved Rock [some really nice attraction in Illinois] and i remember that day because it was our anniversary. [it was in November] My parents made plans about going there a week before the way we actually had gone and so I let my ex know about it, i asked him if he wanted to come but he refused because he said he would feel uncomfortable being with my parents and stuff and I asked him why and he said because we’re a couple, and i told him it’s not like they’re going to know. I respected his decision and just left the situation alone. So, the day came and I sent him a message through facebook congratulating ourselves cause it was a month being together. I left to starved rock with my family [it's like 2 hours away from my house] and that was my day. By the way, he has no parents, he was deported from Colombia to Chicago and he lives with a friend of his, and he does not have a cell phone. The phone he used when we spoke was his friend’s. So, i remember coming back home at night and he sent me a message on facebook telling me that he was mad that I didn’t call him or anything. [i tried contacting him from starved rock, but there was no signal and i wanted to do it in the morning before i left, but i remembered him telling me to never call his friend's phone cause his friend didn't know about him] so I was hurt because it was not my fault that i couldn’t communicate with him, and plus he chose NOT to come with me to starved rock which would have been a PERFECT place to spend an anniversary at. Then, he was telling me how he fantasized about my straight brother, who also goes to our school and that he thought my brother was cute and everything. That wasn’t the only time he told me that. I was really mad and i ended the relationship that same day. Every since, til now, he sends me a message through facebook again and he tells me how he wishes he can go back into time and how he would make a great boyfriend; he basically wants me to give him another chance… but I’m not sure if i should buy it or not. I don’t know. He has a history of telling people at school that he thinks they’re hot and stuff, and I also heard that he’s asked people out but they said no. What should I do? I am so confused. He was my first boyfriend, and i still have feelings for him, but i don’t want to get hurt.
HELP!

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