I just recently broke up with a boy that i was with for three and a half years. He was my first boyfriend and I really thought we were going to be together our whole lives. I don’t remember what it’s like to be alone and I have no idea how long it will take me to get over this hurt that i feel. How long did it take you guys to get over a broken heart from a long term relationship that you had faith in?

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It’s funny, I can handle failing a test, getting rejected from an interview, getting fired from job, slipping and falling on my face in the middle of a crowd of people… I just smile and forget about it…. but I have an emotional crisis whenever I get my heart broken.

What do you do to heal a broken heart? (personally I mean, what works for you?)

Me, I take a couple of days off and cry alone in my bed, watching episodes of Ally McBeal (she is just like me – always picking the wrong guys) and drinking lots of diet coke, then I throw myself into work and spend countless hours at the gym doing weight lifting and kickboxing (I like to imagine him as the punching bag)… then I usually swear off love and men for a long time…. then one day this man always comes along restores my faith in love only to hurt me again…. this time I think I am swearing off love for good. I am getting too old for this emotional tossing and turning! From this point on, I vow to be alone!!! Alone is much better than this torture.

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fallen love

Magnificent in dusky rose,
Satin overlapped her breasts.
Like fresh blood upon the snow,
A tourniquet of lifes regrets.

Awakened, pulled out from the tomb,
Her spirit eclipsed the moon.
She outshone a falling star,
An ornament from far away.

And to her dead insurrection,
It was if her pallor gleamed.
Like an angels warmed by love,
Her lust screamed for release.

Raped of faith, she now embraced,
Looking frozen and disgraced.
With her disdain, inside her veins,
She sought to keep what age would claim.

On her whims, with no control,
Her soul sold for this toll.
Cruelty brought three orchids,
From the bowels of the abyss.

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