What is the best way to get over someone, a love, that you have for someone? You cant someone love you or care for you if they dont. This seems to all date back to around april 25th, I am 19 and believe in karma, i dated this one guy for around 3 years and we had our ups and downs but in the end i was the wrong one in the end, since i maybe took things too far and cheated after i found out he did, i was much younger then and had learned my lesson, but i guess that saying is true that everything comes full circle and i found myself in a relationship with a 23 year old guy, cute and great dancer, he has cancer and so has some emtoional insecure issues, but i looked past all of that, and when i first met him he had a great personality. Things started to go from great to bad, when fights happened more and more and then they started to get physicla he never "hit me" but he would push me and shove me, hold me aganist the wall and hold my head straight so i would look at him, id be crying and i think after he snapped out of it and realized what he was actually doing, he would try to kiss me and tell me he loves me and is sorry and that i should know how he gets and shouldnt bring him to my level, so then i began seeing it as though it was my job to not piss him off, but all throughout the time, i am losing myself, forgetting the values and morals that i was instilled with as a child, self respect, the true meaning of love, and knowing who you are. so we fly by three months, the same thing happens make ups break ups and even talks about having a baby. Yet in the end he broke up with me, saying that the fighting was getting to be too much and i was immature and blah blah blah! so he promises me that there is no other girl, and that he is single and is going to stay that way, yet i later find out that he is now with some girl, and she is older than me and he said hes with her because she is soooo mature and has her own apt. and he spends the night there all the time. and that im annoying, yet i was the one who was there for him through all his down moments, took his abuse, bought him a tv, well in advance since he now owes me the money and is telling me that i need to not call him and wait for him to text me to see when i can go get hte money. basically he is treating me like how i treated my x, i dont need anyone to say its karma because maybe it is and maybe it isnt, i just need ANSWERs and maybe some advice.
Thanks
Ive asked family and friends, but WhAT DO YOu have to say?
THANKS!

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ok i have someone i like but i dont think i like him i think i love him i dont no wat he get that others dont get but i love him will i think its love
i feel like i always want him round
but the problem is that i made a mistake and left so he is far away from me
its been 5 years i havent seen him but every time someone tells me something about him makes me sooooooo happy i just want to fly
even tho he is far
and a cry alot these days i dont no y but every time i hear a sad love song he pops up in my head and then i cry
and i have been write poems and they are really good i mean realllyyy good i never new that i was very poetical its ok u can laugh it was a joke if u new me very will u would laugh at this cuz am not the lovey lovey kind
i love to have fun but me poetical now thats crazy things r coming out of me that i dont understand poems that r so sweet and romantic and stuff
so my question is am i in love with him????????
wat can i do i lost so many weight and my sis said its cuz im in love i dont feel like eating any more is that from being in love or wat is it
can u lost weigh from being in love?????????? cuz i dont think so
wats the reason i feel so not hungry
the reason i cry so much
i write poems about love and sadness , pain does that mean something?????????????
stop being so mean im serious about this
i do flirt alot with other boys but i only want him to be my one and only
im 16 years old

Tags: crazy things, cry alot, Cuz, fly, joke, Laugh, lovey, mistake, People, poems, poems about love, Pops, Sad Love Song, sadness, tho

Five months ago I fell in love with my ex Sergey. he spoiled the whole relationship by leaving me for a junkie and made pregnant my ex best friend. I dunno why but I love Russian guys. But since he was deported (he was caught with drugs and i denounced him), I just can’t like anyone else. wherever in am, i think of him the whole day, in the begining he used to be nice to me. I’ve already dated other russians since then (very nice by the way) , but unfortunately, i just can’t forget Sergey. I hang around, I go out with other people, i try and forget him, i try to not think of him and do other things, but it’s no use. even all the replies i got here told me to dump him. How can I fall in love with another russian and forget drug addict Sergey? Is this normal? Have you already thought of someone 24/7 for more than a month? Will this agony fly away one day? will i ever fall in love again with another cute russian?

Tags: agony, begining, best friend, drug addict, drugs, Fall In Love, five months, fly, junkie, love, People, Pregnant, relationship, russian guys, russians

Another table lying frozen still needing to be turned
giving up all you have but none that you’ve earned
standing here stuck for your put right in your place
realizing all reality still a frown on your face
can’t start to complain so just come to your senses
your the only cow in the field that can jump over fences
hurdling obstacles dodging bullets that fly toward
don’t have a reason so put your head up and walk forward
always stating your motto let your past be the past
now your glooming down on me because our love didn’t last
giving you time, space needing to save “huh”
wishing is overrated for all the love that we gave
now that im sitting my heart lets my mind have some rest
please dont start calling me, tellin me i was the best
used to laugh, play, hug, kiss and snuggle
all the fighting and distance it feels good to leave that bubble
you said I want you to stay but wish you would leave
let the past be the past is now your true motto to grieve

xoxo

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