I am so hurt at the moment. I am one of those people who refuses to listen to herself. I have been hurt for a few days now. been drinking 4 days in a row, I have finally come to grips that it is hurting and it won’t go away. Every time i close my eyes i see him. Everythign reminds me of him. EVERYTHING. I see him everyday. I am friends with his friends. I feel liek there is a constant LUMP in my throat or heart. It hurts. I cant even use word to describe it. NO I will not go for a rebound. I can’t even concentrate with any other relationships at the moment. I have been asked out 2 times in these couple of days and I have rejected them as i dont wanna use anyone f0or a rebound. HOW DO I GET OVER HIM? Please. I have work. I have a social life, but it is begining to fall to pieces.
I don’t self harm, dont worry. I do eat right and excerise right.
Ive tried venting to friends, writing down my emotions, crying. I CANT. Im crying right now. tears just come out. I cant think. Its hurts.HELP
I have lost 5kgs in the past week, from worrying. The food goes down but not that well. I have eye bags. I NEED HELP. Please. anything to make this pain go away. PLEASE
Tags: begining, couple of days, emotions, eye bags, few days, Friends, gals, heart, lump in my throat, rebound, relationships, self harm
