Well you see i really like this guy and my so called friend is about to go out with him and i feel like i would die if that happend. But i really do love him it hurts so muh to think about it. How can i get over him. Help please im on verge of a breakdown

Tags: happend, love, verge

This all happend around 5 hours ago. Me & boyfriend are having a huge rough patch. Actually may i say "EX" now. And lately hes been doing weed. I absoultey hate that it has sucha big impact on my life from the past. I’ve given him 3 chances and you can only give so many until your bieng walk all over right ? He’s my first love and i know that. it’s so hard saying good bye. I called him and ended it. He didnt even seem like he gave a damn. He admitted he did it, and was like i wouldnt blame you if you broke up with me. wouldnt that make you feel he was hoping for it ? I never took any guy seriously up till him. I cried for the 1st time over a guy i let the soul cleanse. Keep in mind we’ve been distanced for almost 41 days. Im half way around the world on vacation which just makes matter harders and im cming hom in 6 days. It’ll be so hard facing him. Hes making such a big effort of keeping things. I just feel in the end i’ll regret what i did so badly and is so mad at him theres really no effection left to spare. I really dont know what to do when i get home. I truely do want him back but i just cant. It’s just so hard and i know plenty know how it feels. He’s the boy who always puts ont he act of " bieng okay" i’ll never know his true effection unless were close like we were. Right now I have him and hes my everything or i dont have him at all and hes nothing. I just cant be " bestfriends " with him thats just a lead to pain. By the way He was all romantic and everything seemed fine for 3 weeks but bam this happens i feel ive been lead on.

What should i do with this sitaution ?

Answers please !

Tags: amp, bieng, effection, first love, happend, harders, Healing A Broken Heart, love, Pronto, rough patch, weed

I’ve been with my ex girlfriend when i was in 7th grade. And she was in 6th grade. But something happend and we broke up. So now I’m in 8th grade and shes in 7th. Just telling you what grade. So how do i get her back?

Tags: ex girlfriend, happend