its just last monday he prefer to end everything but I’m confused because hes still texting me and hes still using our endearment…"baby"…He used to tell me that he love me so much…that no matter what happens he do still love me.

Before I came he already have this girl..for almost 3years already and the girl has an illness and I also have a boyfriend for almost 1 year but we’ve broke up last year(december).

I took the consecquences…the pain everytime were in public places or even at work,i must hide myself from his friends just to protect him from any issues.I do love him so much that made me feel the pain and happinness of his love for more than 2months.

But one day,I dont know what happenned but he was changed,hes not that sweet and caring enough to me anymore…But I keep on understanding the situation,that might be there are some problems to his family or with that girl.Yet one day he prefer to end everything.

I’m not asking if anything..time or something,all I just need is just knowing that he do still love me and he can still be there for me, despite of the most complicated situation.I don’t want to take him away from that girl,thats why I keep on hiding myself.

But I lost him..he keep on saying that he do still love me but he ended everything…

"this is the best thing for the two of of us"

it hurts so much,you loved him so much and sacrifice almost your everything but all he can say is just "I love you but the best thing for the two of us is to end this"

How can i move on If can still see him most of the time?or even see thier pictures in my network???…

How can I HEAL myself????

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