My wife and I are divorcing, the divorce is my decision,not hers. I am seeing another woman, just to do fun things with her and not for a long-term relationship. I can’t even feel right to kiss this new woman yet although she is looking for intimacy. My wife told me that she loved me and don’t understand why I deny her love, while I have been feeling ignored. Last year I told her I loved her more than before, and 3 months ago I told her that my heart was not in it for a long time. I am confused about my feeling, and not sure if I still love her. I feel that I have been closed up myself because I have been ignored. Recently, my wife asked me to if I could give her a chance to show her love for me the right way. She asked for my forgiveness if she had done things in the past that made me feel ignored because her focus was somewhere else (and NO, she never cheated on me, and she is a good and loving person). She told me that people made mistakes and why should she be punished when she has learned from her mistakes. She asked for my generosity to give us a chance to save our marriage. She told me that her heart is filled of love for me and impossible to accept love from another man to rebuild her life. We have a beautiful 14 year old daughter, and the divorcing process has hit her hard. My wife told me that she will give it all to make it work and asked for my part. She told me it is not too late and better late than never, and it doesn’t hurt to try. She said that we can’t reclaim our past but we could pick up pieces or start from a clean slate. If it’s doesn’t work than we can walk away for good without regretting that we didn’t try hard for our marriage and especially for our daughter, since she is in the age where she need both of us the most in her life. She told me she doesn’t even want my money, as long as the 3 of us are together. Should I give my marriage another chance , since I already feel happy going out with this new woman for about a month. Should I walk away from this new woman or walk away from our marriage of 18 years? How do we restart for the marriage saving process? Is it possible? Please help.
Tags: clean slate, divorce, forgiveness, fun things, generosity, heart, Heart Love, intimacy, kiss, long term relationship, long time, love, loving person, marriage, money, new woman
i really fell in love with him. i’m 22 years old and that was the first time in my life where i felt so lost and out of control. i can’t really describe it. i couldn’t sleep, i had a few anxiety attacks, and my heart was always beating like crazy everytime i see him.. i was really happy.
we started dating and everything went well. then a month later he told me that he has a girlfriend all this time… and he apologised.. that was the last time i talked to him
i couldn’t get over him. i was so upset.
i know i can move on. it’s easy for me to find someone to have a fling with…
but will i ever fall in love like that again?
or was that the end for me?
i feel so bitter now…
Tags: 22 years, anxiety attacks, Fall In Love, Fling, girlfriend, heart, Heart Love, last time, love, sleep, time in my life
so my beast friend had a crush on me sine last march..and we were super close,and i think i was falling for her…my last relationships ended badly so,i was kinda scared to admit to myself that i was starting to love her,we use to txt,IM,a talk constantly but less than few days ago,her myspace status says,taken..and how you can only love someone for so long, if their love for you doesnt grow,you have to move on…And what makes me mad is that the day before she said she loved me..and she even bought me a valentines present..She was suppose to visit me at skool(shes homeskooled)and give me the present,She stood me up..it kinda hurt,and then the next day i find out shes going out with someone..idk who..and its driving me insane!She was the person i put my trusted in,and now we dont talk.Shes so much more than a friend to me.i want her to be happy but i cant make myself move on.We were supposse to "go on a date"(my 1st question explains it more) but now im not sure how to act.I dont want to do anything anymore,i just want to stay in bed and sleep.I take nyquil every night,and stare at my phone hoping she txts me.I was starting to develope feelings for her but now its too late.I need someones help please?Usually she helps me with things like this but i cant anymore…i lost her..
i take nyquil cuz it helps me sleep,i know its stupid but i lay in bed for hours staring at my ceiling,then i start thinking about her..
Tags: beast friend, broken heart, Cuz, feelings, few days, Heart Love, relationships, sleep
I’m not real good at expressing my feelings and I’ve been working on that by writing poems about how I feel. I recently fell out of a relationship that I ruined and that is what this poem is about.
"I’ll be that star watching over you
All the sad songs that you play I will listen to
We had our problems and I went away
And I have regretted that to this day
When your dreams were taken and gone
You and I should have listened to each other
I watched your chin drop
I never saw you smile again
Dark lights keep shining over you
But the tears I made fill your eyes never blinded you
Forgive and forget, I caused you that pain
Could you find it in your heart to love again
When your dreams are taken and gone
You and I could have each other
So lift your chin up
I want to make you smile again"
What do you all think?
Tags: could you find it in your heart, dreams, feelings, Heart Love, love poem, poem, Poem Sound, quot, relationship, sad songs, smile, writing poems
What is Love?
Love is crazy.
Love is blind.
Love goes everywhere
to find the one.
Love is free.
Love is born in you.
Love sacrifice all
for two hearts to beat as one.
Love is pain.
Love is pleasure.
Love laugh at day
and cries at night.
Love breaks your heart.
Love heals your heart.
Love is all emotions.
Love is unpredictable.
Love is wild
It takes time to tame.
Love is a battle
you win and loose.
Love take chances
to live and learn.
Some times love makes mistakes.
Once love takes over your heart completely.
You loose all controls, and love leads the way.
There’s nothing else you can do, but pray.
Pray the one you love
loves you too….
by lilly
(my poem okay or need some improving???) give me your opinions good or bad
Tags: Crazy Love, emotions, free love, heart, Heart Love, hearts, Laugh, Leads, lilly, love heals, love poem, Pain Pleasure, pleasure, poem, Short Poem, two hearts, unpredictable love
