my aunt, shes a 42 year old divorced women that lost 127 pounds. she eats diet pills like candy. and her ex husband gave her no sex, she has people over at her house at different times of day she finds them online and since she has told me that these men mean nothing to her and not to be attached (as well as her children) she wants nothing to do with my mom (her friend for over 30 years!!!) she isn’t even my real aunt shes just been my moms best friends since middle school. she wants nothing to do with me, she said she HATED ME! for no reason and said she didn’t want me around anymore because i was a bad influence on her kids, she told my uncle not to let me see my baby cousin (i spend every day of my childhood with my cousins, i walked over to there house every day after school and that was the way it was for 9 years!) only to get back at my mom! my mother only told her that she needed to spend more time with her kids. she wants nothing to do with her kids that are 10 and one is almost 13, when my cousin "beau" went to his moms house last she replaced his bedroom with her "craft room" he sent me pics on his phone. got rid of his bed and throw out all of his stuff! he cried and he NEVER cries! so my aunt took him to his dads house and they see their mom like ever 4 to 5 weeks, i haven’t seen my baby cousins in 8 months and i feel like im going to die! but god damn it i love my aunt sooo much! im tide between my hate and love for her.
but the thing is i am home schooled and don’t know other kids. i loved going to pick them up so i could play with the other kids before their parents picked them up, i have known my baby cousins for my HOLE LIFE and its like as if they died, i can’t see them!!! i am acting as if they are off the planet and im morning their deaths! its terrible, how can i see my baby cousins again! my mom won’t tell me talk to my aunt there for i can’t convince her to let me see them!!!!!
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