I broke up with him because I just felt like he didn’t want to be bothered. I wasn’t sure if I should have but idk. When I brought this up to him (when I was only on the verge of breaking up with him) he said he didnt mean to act that way and i know he had priorities that should always come before a girl. I honestly can understand where he is coming from because I would never put a boy first on my list unless he was dying or we were "in love" or something but at least I gave him some of my time.
After I broke up with him my friend called him and asked him all types of stuff about our break up. (I know it wasnt very mature of me to have her do that but I knew he would tell her.) So anyways this is how the converstaion went:
My friend: What happened with you and?
Him: She dumped me. (He said it quick and kind of with attitude)
My friend: Why?
-Idk. I didnt even bother to ask. I was tired.
-Oh do you think yall are gonna get back together this summer?
-Idk. Maybe. No. I dont have enough time for gf. I have (listed all of his activities and then was like…) Im plannin on messin around anyways.(Okay idk if he was saying this because he was angry or what but it tore me up!)
-What about when school starts again?
-yea. maybe. idk. How do u know I wont go into the year with a gf already?! (He was rude about it. 4real!)
(then she pops the question)
-Do you still like her?
(Okay i coulda swore he said no. But she claims he said yeah. I doubt it. and that was the end of the conversation)
First I was convinced that I didnt need him but after sitting back and taking a look back at everything that happened (no im not saying that i need him) I realize how childish I was. Plus I didnt even know him that well. Okay I know thats not the best way to start a relationship but we met in school like everyone else I’ve ever dated. I just didnt know him that well to expect so much out of him (like deep conversations about life, affection, and a whole lotta stuff that i wasnt gonna get right off the bat). But thats the thing for some strange, unknown reason I still like him. He told me the things he was going through at home and pretty much with his life and honestly I wanted to cry for him. It was so sad. And sometimes I sit and think maybe he was just going through alot and wasnt really worried about a gf..maybe it was just his hormones or something kickin in. Or maybe he just didnt trust me enough to open up to me, which is also understandable. I dont plan on goin back out with him or anything but i dont want him dating anyone…esp someone i know. Is that weird? Maybe it’s just because I feel like the guys that have tried to tlk to me are not of my interest u know? they dont fit me. But yeah could you please tell me somethin.
Tags: affection, attitude, Break Up, conversations, converstaion, gf, idk, lotta stuff, love quot, Priorities, relationship, verge
