My husband and I have been having maritial problems lately and a few weeks ago it got so serious that he decided he wanted a divorce. To make a long story short he recently has noticed a change in me and can’t decide if he wants to stay or go. I am trying so hard to work on myself and show the love that he deserves. He lost trust in me over the past year or so because he feels like I wasn’t giving him the love he needs and thus he fell out of love with me. I know it is possible to fall in love again with the same person but I need some ideas that I can use to get the spark back. He is a very negative person in general and says that he expects negative things to happen so I know it is going to be really hard to help him feel in love with me again. He also says that he doesn’t know how long I can keep it up… What are some more things I can do or say to help reignite the flame? We are still intimate.. but he has trouble kissing me on the lips or recieving kisses from me.
Sorry to be so vauge I just know people don’t like to read and read and read, anyway what I mean by changed is that I am being more loving, kind, friendly, considerate, and I have been doing a lot of reading about love and what it is. I am young so I thought that love never went away… he is not cheating I am almost possitive about that so anyone with good advice?

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The blade of my knife
Faced away from your heart
Those last few nights
It turned and sliced you apart
This love that I tell
Now feels lonely as hell
From this padded prison cell

So many times I said
You’d only be mine
I gave my blood and my tears
And loved you cyanide
When you took my lips
I took your breath
Sometimes love’s better off dead

You’re all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so I set you free
I had to take your life
You’re all I need, you’re all I need
And I loved you but you didn’t love me
Laid out cold
Now we’re both alone
But killing you helped me keep you home
I guess it was bad
Cause love can be sad
But we finally made the news

Tied up smiling
I thought you were happy
Never opened your eyes
I thought you were napping
I got so much to learn
About love in this world
But we finally made the news

You’re all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so, so I put you to sleep.

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2-3 wks ago i was dumped on the phone by my which is now ex people say i was too young for a girlfriend and now i see why. we were together for 3-4 mnths im 14 in yr 9 this year and so anyway everyday after school when she would leave i would give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek and not once would she kiss me i only got hugs from her. and 2x i tried kissing her on the lips but she would then pull away just for a hug. so 2wks ago she called me for the very first time just to say "George, i think we should be friends, theres too much pressure" and so many times i would call her and not once did she call me until then. some people say that im over reacting one said i should be a man and not a whimp this was my first gf and i never knew wat gettin dumped would feel like. and otha people say that theres plenty of fish in the sea, she was just a seacow lol. so wat do u guts think about this
guts was suppose to say guys*

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IM TOO BIG TO CRY
I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you’d grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You’ll never know how much it hurt
Because I’m too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You’d still be kissing me
Instead there’s someone else’s lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you’ll never know how much it hurt
Because I’m too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can’t forget you darlin’
No matter how much I try
You’ll never know how much it hurt
Because I’m too big to cry

MY LOSS OF INNOCENCE

When we first met I made you promise
you would never leave,
then I told you of the demons,
and how they made me bleed.

I made you promise crazy things,
but your words were not enough.
I couldn’t believe you loved me
I thought to love me was too tough.

When I cry about my past
and say that I’m ashamed
I know I am the only one
who is to be blamed.
Then you crawl in bed beside me
and say that it’s ok-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

When I can’t sleep through the night,
when I toss and turn in bed,
you wrap your arms around me
and chase the demons from my head.
You say don’t talk about the past
you tell me that it’s gone,
you say since we’re together now
it’s time that I move on,
you say that I’m your angel
but if you only knew
the kind of thoughts I think
and what I used to do.
You tell me it doesn’t matter
and that you love me anyway-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

They said that’s how they liked it
when I dragged my nails across their backs,
but now you hold my hand in yours
and tell me to relax,
you say that this is making love
and this is the better way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

I never felt a thing
before you touched my heart
and when you touched my body,
I thought I’d fall apart.
When you kiss my lips,
I feel you deep within my soul
then you wrap your arms around me
and say you’ll never let me go.

When I tremble at your tenderness
and melt in your arms,
I know you really love me,
and you’ll keep me safe from harm
you know I’ve never loved
or been loved in any kind of way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

TASTING RAINDROPS

Looking in your eyes
I feel myself falling in love with you
You said I love you
And I said it too

We went to our very own special spot
For no real reason at all
We sat and talked and looked at one another
And then the rain began to fall

We could have left just as quick as we came
But no, you wanted to stay in the rain
You asked me a question I�ll never forget
Have you ever tasted the raindrops?

I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh
The cutest look, as I wondered, why?
Why, did you ask me to taste the rain?
Well, what did have to loose or gain?

I watched you with a careful eye
And did the same as you
You were looking up at the cloudy sky
But my eyes were stuck on you like glue

I lifted my head to look at the sky
And closed my eyes really tight
Just as I thought I�d caught a raindrop
You suddenly held me tight

I opened my eyes with slight alarm
As you kissed me soft and sweet
I remember that kiss like it was yesterday
I still feel those raindrops on my cheek

I tasted the raindrops like I never had before
It was worth every second of bliss
Every time I think of that moment
I think of my raindrop kiss

We sat close together on that one special rock
And we held each other tight
Then almost as suddenly as it came
The sun came out from beneath the rain

The most beautiful colors I�ve ever seen
Came out on the western sky
The sun was setting and the moment was perfect
More than any money could buy

As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up
You began carving our names in our special rock
I told you I would never forget this moment
In my heart this memory is locked

As our names were finished and permanently engraved
We watched the sun finish its day
We slowly got up to leave this place
Which was a year ago this May

I haven�t been to that spot in a year
Where did all the time go?
I will visit this place alone this time
And I will finally have to let go

This memory will be in my heart forever
But you will not remain in my mind
I don�t know if that love, will be seen again
For that love I cannot find

I will go to this spot as we promised we would
But you will not be there this time
Why is it that you can�t keep your promise?
I know that I�m keeping mine

Never again will I taste the raindrops
The way I did with you
And when I go to this spot again
I will say goodbye to you.

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These 2 poems i have wrote *i am just starting to write poetry*, and i would like your opinions, since i am just starting, i am trying to get a feel for the art, and would like your opinions on what would make it better, more emotion at the start, more metaphors etc…

1)
My life without love:

My life without love is like happiness without a smile
It makes it seem phony,and id seem totally in denial.
My life without our love is like a summers day without the sunshine
We need the heat to keep us going, you are just way better then fine
My life without you is like a family without the father
Il miss you oh so dearly, and it is honestly a big bother.
My life without your beauty is like a forest without its trees
So hard to take, but when its there it is so hard not to stare.
My life without your kisses is like a pet without his care
So lonely and depressed, and you know the love isn’t there
My life without love is like happiness without a smile
It makes it seem so phony, and id seem totally in denial.

2)
What is it i love about you:

what is it i love about you so,
when your sad, i am the first to sigh
Without u realizing, i begin to cry
yet
When your happy, you bring me so high i can practicly touch the sky
When your happy, the joy never ends, nothing can change my mood
Believe me when i say this, its that Izy,
I love you, i love everything about you, From your heart warming smile
To your lovely clothing style.
Your lips just make me melt away, its as if i felt a summers day.
You are the key to my joy, the key to my sorrow, i haven’t felt less free
But to be trapped with you, I hope is my destiny
When ever i see you, my heart seems supreme, it makes me feel
like a king, So Izy, i ask you from the deep in my heart, will you be mine till the end of time <3

Thank you for reading, and please, dont say they are bad, they came from the heart, i would not like negative comments, but ones that will help me get better, not everyone has that gift, and i sure dont, but i would like to earn it, please, what could i do to make them better, and what do u think is the key to good poetry

Thanks
PS. Her name is Elizabeth, but her nic name i gave her is Izy,,, long story. Just so you know when i say Izy
Okay, Thank you all, The reason i asked for your comments to not be negative and stuff is threw out the years i have learned when u cut them down at there knees, they cant climb back up, but if you just say u liked them, then they cant set a higher goal. So i wanted eather telling me what u liked about it wich shows wich area i am more strong in, or giving me posotive critisism like "The top was good but in the middle the rhymes were here and there".

Thank you all, PS, im not to young ,,, im only 13 , jk, im 24 but i always say im 13 because people say thats how i act. adults also say i act like a very mature child.

Well have a wonderful day

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