I’m recently divorced for the 2nd time and in my mid 30s. I’m heartbroken and depressed. I have great kids and they are the reason i live. I spend all of my time with them but I’m sure they have better things to do than hang out with their mom. I have just gotten so down on myself. I look at married couples that are happy like most of my friends and my sisters and I am so envious. I feel like a big loser to be my age and not be married. It’s hard financially and emotionally. All I do is sit home or take the kids places. I grew up in not so stable home, we moved around alot and my mom was married 6 times ( please don’t say anything mean about her b/c she passed away a few years ago) All I have ever wanted out of life is to be a wife and mother. Don’t get me wrong, I am educated and i went to college but I would rather have personal success than financial success. I want to have a family and someone to grow old with that can share life with me. I know that you never find someone when you are looking so I don’t look. I don’t even know if I will ever love again because I loved my ex husband so much and i’m having a hard time forgetting him:( Anyway, what can I do to feel better about myself? and should I just give up on having a family and accept that I will grow old alone?

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