I am so hurt right now, and I just need to figure out how to feel better.

My ex boyfriend is from missouri, his entire family lives there but he moved out to maryland and stayed with his aunt and uncle for a year where i live. I met him when he first moved out here and we fell in love and were together a year and a half.

but about a month or two ago he broke up with me through a text message and moved back to missouri without even saying goodbye.

I am so hurt, I cry every single day and no matter what I do or how active I stay I cant ever feel better about it at all.

He wont even talk to me, he wont tell me why he left me at all and never even said sorry once,

He was the only person that I have ever loved and the only person that I ever felt like I fit in with. I still dont know what I did wrong and i ask my self why every day,
why I wasnt good enough for him,

I feel like I will never ever meet anyone like him, he was my bestfriend in the entire world, we did everything together,

we even took a trip in the summer to missouri just me and him to see his family, I had the best time of my life just riding through mountains and sight seeing with him,

I just want him to come back, but hes not,

someone PLEASE tell me how to feel better,

I dont want to cry myself to slee anymore.

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A breath I long to breathe,
A nightmare, I wish to wake wake from,
the isolation from your poetic love
has brought me but in deep contemplation,
a raging anxiety within a womans heart
A tear of confusion within a womans being,
turmoil and solitude, as I wait, for none but thee,

Return to me oh dictator of mine heart
Stretch thine fine hands towards mine heart
repossess your place within my being,
For now till forever
An eternal slave to thee

Across oceans and rivers goes my cry too thee
return to thee oh angelic being..
a love not from you is like hard bark of wood
A love originating from u rejuvinates my entire being,

How crazy this love has made
From the mountains of feminism I roared,
From the pride of independence I glowed
but now am sitted at your table
willing to serve you and honour your need
a life without you , unfanthomeable
a need of you unbearable
you have redesigned me
reconstructed me…
And forever will I dream of thee
till your Return,

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