

Okay, well thisguy and i had a thing last winter…i liked him so much, and he legit stopped talking to me and got a girlfriend (we were "together") and he did it two days after my grandma died (he knew).
anyway
so in march we started talking as friends and became close. then in june him and i were talking and i was like "i don’t know. he [my boyfriend] doesn’t ever call me pretty, i feel so terrible. hes a di*k to me now." and the boy goes "What’s not to love about you?" then my boyfriend broke up with me through instant messaging, and the boy (lets call him F) was like "im so sorry you can do so much better"
then we had a thing over the summer untilseptember, and he did the same thing. stopped talking to me.
and now he told one of our mutual friends that he "really messed up, and i miss her so much shes was the best. i can only hope that shes happy and i wish her the best"
then he texted me and i was like "well, yes i am very happy. i have a loving boyfriend." and now hes like top visiter on my facebook page, and i think he likes me again. [NOTE: he's become a poser which only makes me mad.] what should i do??
[also, F is not my boyfriend. I choose not to talk to him now]
now all his fb status are like "i like you, but can’t say it" or "i wish i could tell her"
and i don’t know if i want to be friends with him again because honestly…he *is* good looking, and can be sweet. and i don’t want to fall for him again [F lives 10 minutes away from me. my boyfriend lives 14 hours away from me] please, someone help me. Because, as much as i dislike what he did, F and i had some good times. we shared a lot of laughs and inside jokes… i just don’t know what to do. i know we could be great friends, and super close, but it would turn into more and i can’t have that. like i always catch myself hoping he’s on skype, or FB chat, or i almost text him, but don’t. in a way, i dont trust myself, although i love my boyfriend.
do you think he has feelings for me again? what should i do?
thank you for reading all this =] i really appreciate it.
Tags: girlfriend, good times, grandma, great friends, instant messaging, last winter, laughs, love, loving boyfriend, mutual friends, Poser, skype