this may look long but its easy to understand..i have been seeing this guy for about three weeks.. we went to a party, went to the movies, and he has met my parents. I do not sleep with guys unless they are my boyfriend, and have only slept with 1 person, and he knows this. the problem is, he has a reputation as a player, and about a week before we started meeting up he was still seeing another girl(he isnt anymore). his best friend told me that he says im beautiful..and also he messages me first in the morning and before sleeping. he is also overseas at the moment and still messages me even though its expensive and i said not to.

today, i was like "i think i figured you out..your ex screwed up your trust, thats why you date so many girls, coz deep inside youre scared tht if you stay with them that they will do the same thing your ex did. and you date a girl and then you find a better one, but you still tlk to the other one because they like you so much that you can go back to them whenever you want, which is fun to do. and mainly the reason you do this is coz a. you have trust issues, and b. you love the attention girls give you. i think were very similar, except you havent tried to do anything with me because you have respect for me, coz you know i wont drop my pants for you in a second.. and you know that i can easily stop talking to you, coz i dont have the same obsession with you unlike others. so keep being interesting " and he said "Yeah my ex and the trust thing is right, but the reason i struggle to commit to girls is because i dont respect them after what my ex did, and how can you date someone if you dont respect them? before my ex i wasnt like this at all!"

if I told him i only sleep with boyfriends and he is still seeing me, does that mean he likes me? is he just wanting a fling with me? this coming saturday we are going to a party together.. is there anything i should do? Thanks heaps.

Tags: best friend, Boyfriends, Fling, girls, going to a party, heaps, love, obsession, parents, reputation, sleep, Tht, trust issues

Love & Death

He made her jealous,
On purpose he tried
When the girl asked "Do You Love Me?"
On purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy,
Like it was a game.
Little did he know.
Things would never be the same,His plan was working
But he had no clue How bad things would go and the damage he would do.
One night she broke down
Feeling very alone, just her and her blade.
No one els home.
She dialed his number he answered,"Hello"
She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house,
Just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
Her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note
in it her confession, her love for this boy her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife…………..
The night they both died.
She was found in his arms
Both of them dead,
Under her note his handwriting said:
"I Loved Her So, She Never Knew All This Time That I Loved Her Too"

Well thats the end of it, i really hope you liked it, this is for my teacher, she loves poems and i hope ill make her happy i just need edvice from u guys first :]
um?? ok well atleast i tried my best this is my first time writing a poem so dont be all like OH well i dont like it and its all blah and all that other stuff u all said well i do appreciate the first person who answered it was really nice of u for thinking its a good poem..and as for all of u, u did make me feel bad about my mind.. and make me think thats its not good for me to write poems as my career ={ not to be rude or anything on u tho, but thanks for reading :]
and thank u for yr comments ill try another poem tommorow and see if that one is good :] bye for now

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