i met this lad we got on very well i told him i liked him and he said he wasnt ready for anything as his ex hurt him and he was messed up by what happened. it took me a couple of months but im pretty sure i began to gain his trust, we enjoyed chatting together so much so he would text me everyday to see how i was, what i was up to etc
He had a couple of times when i think he felt unsure and acted a little daft but i would just let him get on with it and he would apologise and we would be ok again.
I never pushed the situation i offered on a few occasions to leave him alone but he told me he didnt want me to.
Then something happened and i felt it best to leave him alone i explained why and said i still cared for him very much, deep down i think i hurt him but he isnt one to admit it,his actions kind of said it all.
He deleted me as a friend on a chat room we went on, he had an argument over nothing with me pointing out things i had done which he referred to as odd, i wrote him a note to say sorry for hurting/annoying him but he didnt respond, when we argued he said he was deleting my number and i told him to crack on, he was quite nasty to me really.
I feel terrible he has spoken by text to me recently i text first and when i asked for another chance he made out he had a girlfriend im not sure if i believe him or not i guess part of me wnats to believe he hasnt.
my gut feeling is that i upset him when i decided to leave him alone when he asked me not to, and now he thinks im as bad as his ex, because otherwise i have no idea what i have done.
Tags: chat room, Crack, daft, girlfriend, Guess, gut feeling, lad, Met, Nasty, occasions, Odd
