Me and this girl have liked each other for ages now, she would always comment on my pics, and we would sometimes flirt but we never spoke really or met up, even though we known each other since school and were both 20 now.
She even asked me out at one point but I was like nah, was nervous I guess but we finally met up and she was really excited about it, then we started seing each other but never made it official, we would make out for hours on end and I’d treat her like a princess, she was open to me about how she been cheated numerous times in past, even abused and how she just hates being in love. So she clearly been hurt and its like she giving up or something, she also has sevre anxitey… I just wanted to hold her and take her problems away and I told her that.
After a while though she gets distant, saying how nice it would be if we could work out, or how I’m to good for her like she feels she ain’t worth me?
Next thing I know she is saying she just don’t want anything serious with anyone, and told me not to get attacthed and 3 days after her being beside me, she jumps in relationship with some 30 year old lmao? which that screams to me she is trying to run away from me or something, she even rang me to talk about it, saying how me and her are just different people, and she needs someone that can control her and lived a life like hers???
My mate asked her what happened and she said were just different people its ashame. And were not different people we have like everything in common, and when she was with me she was so lovley and cute around me like I bought out best in her, and she has liked me for ages and so have I, and I don’t understand why she just, switched off on me. The only explaination I can come up with is, she is scared to get close to me, she goes of with some random guy coz with him there is no dissapointments.
Well fast forward a month of zero contact, they break up with her saying to her friends it just didn’t feel right, maybe coz of me?
They broke up on friday and I msg her on fb on monday just to see if she would talk to me…simply saying "Ello you alright x" and she goes "Yeah why wouldn’t I be? x"…I didn’t reply till next day, and that next day she has a status about how she couldn’t sleep, maybe coz of me? Anyway I write back "I dunno, you just come to mind and wanted to see how my fave girl was doing x" and she is like "ohh lol, yeah not to bad thx you x"…then she got sent home from work coz she had a migraine or something, and I just write to her "k nice to hear hun, n if you wanna hang out sometime it be nice x"…and ain’t heard nothing yet. even though she was on fb, and at the end of the night she posted this video to her wall – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHkuFYZgH… – which explains a lot about the situation…I mean the break up with her not feeling right, her not being able to sleep, being sent home from work coz of migraine and that video, is any of that to do with me? is she afraid to get close to me?…or has she just switched off on me all of a sudden and even after all this time liking me, she just ain’t intrested anymore?
Tags: ashame, Break, Contact, Control, coz, dissapointments, explaination, Friends, Guess, lmao, love, Mate, Met, People, princess, random guy, relationship
