first and foremost, i know i am wrong. i know you want to say mean things to me. if you can get past that and please help me. i have had an affair for five years. i am married. he is married. he finally told his parents and his brother about me. he talked to a lawyer. for the last 3 weeks, it’s been that we are going to be together. last monday night, he was working out of town, i went to, and he was ok with us getting caught. we both have kids. in the last week, he is freaking out. scared to leave his kids. tells me he loves me. i know he does. i am so mad. i am so hurt. so hurt. part of me feels like… it’s not fair for him to live in a happy home while i am miserable and sad in my home. why should i not tell his wife? and, how HOW HOW do i get over him? how do I heal? what do i do? we work together. i see him everyday. and leaving my job is not an option financially. No, my husband doesn’t know…and YES I know I am a piece of crap. I know. I can’t believe I am "that person".helpme
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