I have been with this guy on and off for 7 years. We have a 5 year old together. I love him very much though I have every reason not to. He has lied, cheated in the past, done drugs, been arrested for them, and still hangs out with the people he used to do them with even though he is on probation. We would fight every single day over his poor choices and his continual lying.

He told me 2 weeks ago he doesnt love me anymore and that I ruined his family by telling his parents the bad stuff he was up to. He said he would find another girl he doesnt have such a history of doing bad things to. This hurts so bad… I know I shouldnt be with him but no matter how many times I hear that its near impossible to let go. It sounds selfish but its hard for me to see him with another girl because im afraid they will have some great relationship that I tried to have with him but we couldnt cause of his actions.

Why is my heart not healing from this? He has moved on and hasnt looked back…
Lily – you dont have the most comforting personality, do you?

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