I’m so in love with this one girl that I’ve posted about before, my parents have ruined everything and even though she says she cares it just seems like shes being totally insensitive to my feelings. we talked today and she said i had my chance and i ruined it and i hate myself for it. i love this girl more than anything and i cant stand the thought of her being with her husband, I’m so afraid he’s going to hurt her, she thinks we should stop talking because my parents found out we were still talking and threatened to tell her husband she was having an affair…she doesn’t want to lose what she has but at the same time when i tell her how i feel all she can say is "I’m sorry" or "deal with it", i want her husband to know so bad so he will leave her but i don’t have the heart to tell him because it would hurt her. This pain is indescribable, its actual physical pain and i cant deal with it. It just doesn’t seem fair that i can’t have her when i have a gut feeling like she’s the one I’m supposed to be with. I can’t take this pain much longer, it’s just too intense, i feel like I’m going to go through the rest of my life with these feelings that i can do nothing about…i love her more than life itself, this is killing me, i just don’t wanna deal with the pain anymore. how do i get over this pain? i cant talk to her anymore, or be her friend, its just not right, it isn’t fair….somebody please help me….she claims she still cares and loves me but just doesn’t want to be with me, she wants to be with her husband, i feel like this is going to kill me….the what if factor in this situation absolutely sucks….
Tags: cares, emotional pain, feelings, gut feeling, having an affair, heart, love, parents, Physical Pain, rest of my life
i have a confession i had a affair on my wife well shes not really my wife but 6yrs and kids shes my wife.i have not been home for 2 month and 7 days and all i think about is going home.i did go home a couple of times and i did stay the night and it felt so good to just be there with her and the kids.i havent been in my house sence her mom got there on feb 14 her mom and we do not see eye to eye.she lived wiht us 2 different times.it was hard on our relationship haveing her there then and to have her there now i fill i dont have a chance to get her back.i try to show her and tell her how sorry i am an i will never do anything to hurt her or betray her love again,she tells me i dont know what i want she tells me i need time and i wonder if its time for her to get over what i did or to get over me and as a man im not scared to say im scared of loseing her.i love this women more than anything in the world and if i could only turn back the hands of time i would have done alot of things different.i hope there someone that can tell me how to get her to forgive me and let us be as one again for the rest of my life at least. thanks
Tags: confession, different times, eye to eye, feb 14, going home, hands of time, love, mom, relationship, rest of my life
My boyfriend of 4 months broke up with me today out of the blue. Yesterday we were making plans for the weekend and saying I love you. We’ve talked about birthday and christmas gifts, and I had even considered getting an apartment together next year. He was the guy who I gave my virginity too, because I really saw myself spending the rest of my life with him. Now he says he doesn’t feel a connection anymore and that he needs his space and still wants to be friends (basically doing everything that we’re doing now). Help please!
Tags: 4 months, apartment, christmas, christmas gifts, Friends, out of the blue, rest of my life, virginity
We are very young and have been married for over 5 years. We have 3 beautiful children and want to make it work, but I am not willing to spend the rest of my life in an unhappy marriage. Can I teach myself to love him again or is it already too late for us? There is really nothing bad with our marriage, he’s a great guy, I just feel like he’s my friend.
Tags: marriage, rest of my life, unhappy marriage
