My one fiend says I listen to sad music lol, but I listen to A LOT of music, all kinds. My art is actually darker. I like the scary pictures (but the nice ones too), I LOVE scary movies and adrenaline rushes in real life. I write poetry and it’s kind of dark (about death) and it’s hard to write good love poems, although I have. But it’s wierd because I’m totally the happiest guy EVER. I am always smiling and laughing.

Tags: Adrenaline, adrenaline rushes, fiend, lol, Lot, love poems, Music Art, personality, poetry, sad music, scary movies, scary pictures

My ex boyfriend and I were together about 10 months. He dumped me over a month ago. He really broke my heart, and ever since then i’ve just been depressed. Im trying to get over him but i see him almost everyday at school , and he’s always looking at me when he sees me. Like today he did that and i texted him asking him what his problem is and why he’s looking at me but he said he doesn’t know what I’m talking about, and he asked me why would he be looking at me. Im always thinking about him and thinking what it would be like if we didn’t break up, looking at his myspace page, and listening to sad music that reminds me of him. I know its dumb and its just hurting me but i can’t stop. Im trying to get over him but i don’t know how and i don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve also been trying to find someone new , but that’s not working out and i don’t understand why either. I need advice. I just want this to end. I’m sick of feeling like this. What should I do?

Tags: 10 months, Getting Over An Ex, heart, sad music