First off, i ama guy with very few friends, and by that i mean one or two .. i am 18 and i finally got a girlfriend i care about and love with all my heart.. it might seem like not alot of time, we were dating for just over 3 weeks.. and we broke up last night, and i honestly contemplated suicide alot – i wrote the letters ot my mom and the select few who i think care about me. – and i didnt want to kill myself because we broke up, but because my life is horrible, no friends, nothing good to look forawrd to.
teshia(my girlfriends name) texted me and told me she wanted she wanted to talk to work things out..(last night) and i was happy again, and i called her this morning and she didnt seem to want to anymore, she told me she did but she thought something else was going to happen. she said she thought she would leave me for some hockey player who is totally out of her league, she likes him but he has absolutly no interest in her.. and she doesnt see that.. i i called things off
this morning… i have thought about her every second of the day for 3 weeks, i have gotten no sleep since weve been dating – i always looked forward to seeing her.. i am really devestated, and its not like i can just go pick up another girl, im not that type of guy – - -anyone have some advice that they have used that might help..
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okay… well im 14 and my boyfriends older.. 4 years older.. i met him a year ago online.. and ever since we’ve met we have been inseperable all day every day. i went 12,000 minutes over my phone bill and we are always together if not on the phone. im sure you can see there is quiete an age diffrence and most people say im not mature enough for him or hes to old for me, or it will never work. But that’s all just stupid statictics that dont matter. we have everything in common. Are taste in music, movies, clothes, people, religion, fetishes (lmao), life, and relationship decisions are all the same. he even left his girlfriend for me. and my ex boyfriend said we are perfect for each other. he has helped me through the toughest time in my life. he stopped me from commiting suicide.. i like to think i help him to.. lol.. well he tells me i do, and im the most important thing in his life. he is so sweet, and funny, and nice, and he understands me, and loves me unconditionally, and he can be serious when i need him to be. lol he’s like my "edward cullen" or "prince charming" or anyone elses perfect guy/dream guy thats what he is to me =]. we never ever fought and never disagreed. but a few weeks ago he proposed.. and of course i said yes! he is everything i could ever ask for and so much more. he’s not the first person ive been in love with but i definatley want him to be the last. but anyway back to the point. ever since he proposed he’s been really needy and he yells at me alot and its awkward. not to mention went he smokes dro (weed) he gets really violent… i love him to death i just want to make things better between us, it never used to be this way. i want to make him fall in love with me all over again. DO NOT SAY IM TOO YOUNG PLEASE! just answer my question 
thank u
God Bless!
omfg dont say suck it or blow him or become his sex slave!?! wtf?!?! ive done that.. he seems to enjoy it =]
Tags: Boyfriends, clothes, Decisions, dream guy, Fall In Love, first person, girlfriend, love, Met, music, prince, quot, relationship, religion, sex slave, statictics, suicide, time in my life, u god
all my poetry is about the same thing it is getting old
and alot of it is forced my life isnt exciting and even the exciting things are hard to write about cuz i am better with depressing poems but there are only so many suicide/sad love poems you can do before it all starts to sound the same so what should i do??plz plz help!
Tags: alot, Depressing Poems, life isnt, poetry, sad love poems, suicide
