Heyy guys (:
im really a confused point right now about this guy.
im a 16 year old girl and this guy,chris is 19. We aren’t in a relationship, but we are "dedicated" to eachother. It’s been like this for a few months,almost a year.I could say that I love him.Or at least, I’ve fallen extremely hard for him. We met over the summer in my mom’s home country, his family and my family are close. I live in new york and he lives in vegas.I’m in high school and he’s in the air force, working.He’s the sweetest guy anyone could ever ask for.He calls me almost everyday, he texts me every morning, and etc.he tells me everything,he tells me if he’s going out with friends to a party, i do actually trust him.my family also approves and so does his.About a month ago, he started to ignore me…turned out he got in trouble with his chief AND his ex was trying to get back with him…he was distancing himself from me until the problem with his ex would be solved.I actually understand why he would distance himself from me while going through that. I did tell him though that he needed to trust me and that he could tell me anything, cuz this is the time to prove to eachother that something can maybe develop in the future, if we trust eachother. So, after that everything was okay. Then starting last week…he stopped calling again…he texted every now and then. I do understand that he’s busy, but it made me think alot.especially about the future.He also was suppose to come visit me during this spring break, but his boss didnt approve, which of course made me sad.I do understand though.Its just…i think…we’re at different point in our lives.If he doesnt call me, even is he is busy, how can I contact him and count on him if i need him during a crisis.He also opened up to me about his past….about everything…he’s only had 2 girlfriends…he told me he did cheat on his first gf when they were going thru problems…he admitted it was wrong…so i mean, people make mistakes…but how can i trust him. I feel like i have to let him go, but I can’t. I never wanna lose him. He said he would "wait for me" until i finish high school….but thats a few years ahead…i dont think we could both wait that long..but if we get together now, he’s 3,000 miles away,im in high school with the temptation of other guys,and just everything. I do care and love him, though. Dont know what to do :/
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