I was with this guy for three months, I really liked him so much. I never felt this connection with anyone before.
I was very distant I admit but it’s because he was the first and this is my personality, it takes me time to get comfrotable with a person. And then I started becoming comfrotable. A few things happened and we decided to break it off, mostly he decided. But he said we should stay friends. I can’t stay friends, I tried but I can’t – I like him way too much to think of him as a friend only.
I tried getting back together, I thought we were going in the right direction but then he insisted it was only friendship.I decided to stop calling him, but it is so hard. It’s been two days and I cannot stop crying.
I really thought we clicked, and I think I had started to fall in love. Now I have to live with the idea that he’s probably going after some other girl and that he moved on while here I am constantly thinking about him. IT IS HARD. Especially when it is not easy to find a good guy where I come from, they’re all immature players.
For anyone who has gone through this, how long will it take for me to forget, I can’t stand this feeling anymore!!
and BTW, I can’t even make myself go out at night or anything. I know I will be in a bad mood only thinking about him, and it won’t be fair for my friends to endure with me.
And every place remind me of something about him. I would just rather be home being sad, than going out and thinking about him constantly.
How can I get over this??
Tags: bad mood, broken heart, friendship, going in the right direction, love, personality, Stay Friends, three months
